Monday, February 28, 2005

Well I was still ill on Friday. Found out it was just a 48 hour thing. My mother was out all day leaving me to myown poorly devices. My bloody migraine's have come back, it really annoys me. Shaun was kinda ill too, but after drinking Martini and lemonades I felt kinda better. I packed my things away and got a taxi about 4:30pm but it didn't arrive till like 5. So I got there and Shaun was playing this game. I was bored cause he was only playing one player. We chilled out the rest of the evening. Anyway, we played two player finally on this game called Timesplitters 2 which he was playing before. I completely loved killing everyone on the death matches, it was awesome. Yea we had a good chilled out weekend. Didn't do anything hardly. I drank my big bottle of Lambrini that I bought on Wednesday with the money my Babcia had given me. The stupid Playstation crashed as we did story co-op at the end of the Aztec level. It did it three times so we gave up. I'm really annoyed now, we were going to kick everyone's arse on the co-op :(

Anyway, I came home this morning still with an annoying migraine (had it since Friday) but at least my stomachache and cold had disappeared but my head was awful. My vision went in and out of focus, blurred and little black spots in front of my eyes. I called the doctors surgery at 8 and my mother got the appointment after me to see Dr. Baach because he's the best doctor out of the three of them. He gave me some old medication that I had previously took for my migraine's. I took one when I got in the car but they didn't work throughout the day. I've just got the get on with it. It's weird to have the migraine's back; it's been a long time with shitty memories. Anyway, I've just finished a glass of milk so I'm going to post this, talk online for a bit then go and do whatever.

Au revoir
xXx

Thursday, February 24, 2005

:O Snow

Well I did go to Shaun's. When I texted him asking him what time he was coming up the doorbell rang 3 minutes later. He had come just had Christina had left. We just sat around for about an hour and a half and when Christina came home I went and packed my bag. We talked to her for a bit then got into our taxi. As the taxi was going up his hill it was sliding everywhere, I was thinking oh shit. Anyway we got in to his house; Gemma (his sister) was away until Thursday so we had to place to ourselves yay. So we chilled out, and had a really nice evening although I was still not well. He ordered take away pizza, I had a plain cheese with onion and Shaun had one with loads on, which was nice. I didn't eat all mine though because my stomach started killing so he told me to go lie on the bed upstairs. So we watched Shameless then he huggled me all night.

We woke up, dozed for an hour then got up and ready. Because the taxi driver wouldn't have a chance in hell of getting up the hill. But, me being me had a long skirt and 4inch heels on. Shaun rang his boss up and asked if he had the day off like the day before cause of the snow but he didn't. So Shaun held me hand and took me down this enormous hill so slowly even a granny would get down quicker. I couldn't stand on the path cause it was slippy, the side with the rail had cobbles on and so I had to walk with my boots on the grass side. I only slipped a few times but not enough to go flat on my ass. Then we waited in the bus stop for Neil and the he came with his white van and I jumped in. I had never been in a van with a driver seat and a double seat for 2 people; it was all so different to me. Neil dropped me off at the bus station then I waited 30minutes for my mother to pick me up. We were meant to be going to an art gallery today. We got home, I checked my e-mails, straightened Christina's hair and we set off. Getting off our road was hell; I thought we were going to crash. We got to Babcia's, stayed with her for an hour and a half, I got £10 out of it. Then we went to the art gallery but it didn't open till 2 and it was only noon. So we decided to go to Rawtenstall. We both got a Chip Butty and then went into the estate agents to look for houses. We went and visited some of the locations. There were 2 in Hall Carr but we decided no way would we live on a council estate like that. Not with deserted broken into houses all around us. There was one near Kate's but we decided against it, too far away also and stupid communal lot. There was one that we didn’t know where it was until we looked at the map. It was in asian central. We definitely decided against that because we didn’t want to end up like my grandmother with the asians making us feel so bad. I was never racist until I came here. The asians here are ignorant, speaking in their own language in front of us, they are most racist to us calling us names yet we can’t say anything back. In all honesty, they want to take over Lancashire, hell, they want to take over the whole country and make it Muslim or whatever their religion is. So the house on Prospect Road looks the best for now.

We got home; Christina was being a bitch so I went and played on the Sims 2 until 4:30pm when she decided she had to use the desk. No she couldn’t use the dining table, she needed, the desk. So I watched Grange Hill and then I lay in bed till she had finished but I fell asleep and woke up at 4 in the morning. Then I went back to sleep until 7:30, looked outside, very very deep snow!! Only living in Rawtenstall for 3 years I didn’t experience much snow. When I lived by the sea it’s really one and I saw snow once, and it was a thin layer. In Preston I got it once, but it was a thin layer too. But in Rawtenstall, it snows every year loads of times. This snow goes over the top of your Wellington boots. It’s so cool. I’m so sad; everyone else is used to this except me. My mother has gone for her interview at the Natwest bank today because she quit her Business Development Manager, got a job at First Business Direct but I’d much prefer her to get the Natwest job. Shaun is snowed in too. Hope it clears so I can see him tomorrow. Awww I love that guy. I’m not at all bored yet which is the best sign you can get from me.

xXx

Tuesday, February 22, 2005

Go Faster

Well just after I wrote my previous blog entry all the electricity in my house went. This meant I failed to have a shower. I could of had one; but it would have been a tad cold one and I didn't fancy that. So I walked around the cold, silent house stinking. Well not really but hey. Just with slightly greasy hair. I collected my laundry from downstairs and packed my bag. Colin turned up and while he waited for me to finish packing he took all the fruit out of the fruit bowl and placed it on the kitchen work surface. He also decided to start eating my mothers Lindt chocolate. Hmm.....then she blamed me. Anyway I was finally ready and we set off to Formby. We got to the house, I went to my very nice, spacious, DOUBLE bedroom. Aren't I the lucky one. I used to have a double bedroom in Formby but not as big as these doube rooms. It is so much more refreshing than my small, single, box bedroom at home. After I unpacked we went to Morrisson's and got the general food to eat and one of Lydia's joke presents which was a Heathcliffe DVD. On the way back we called in at Colin's best friend Terry's house. We drank Singha beer and talked round the table. The house was in a bit of a state cause Terry is doing it up to sell it again. It has a whole load of potential. I saw Red too, the guy from Christmas, said hi to him. He was in bed. After lots of talking and questions about Shaun (too many questions) we left and went back home. Colin cooked a sort of pork, sweet and sour stirfry with noodles which was surprisingly scrumptious. We both watched TV and this hilarious show called Cheaters on Reality TV. Went to bed at like 10:30pm. I put Sky on in my room and watched Kerrang! till about two in the morning. They didn't even repeat a song which I was quite surprised at. Ben rang twice, once about 11ish and again and half 12. I then nodded off to sleep.

I woke up Tuesday at about quarter past eleven and had a shower then trundled downstairs and made sweet and sour super noodles to go, being careful to take out the peas of course. It wasn't as nice as the normal ones, unfortunately they don't seem to stock them anymore in any supermarkets. The sweet and sour super noodles I mean. My mother did find some in Tesco's in Burnley. After this I proceeded to sit on my fat bum all day and watch music channels, that is what my life has come too =) At half 4 Colin and I went to Macro but they wouldn't refund my camcorder and let me buy a better model which looked a lot more appealing. So, we have to ring Samsung up and have a bitch apparently. I then got some stationary for college and some new straightners yay! They actually work as well. So, we got back and had chicken stuffed with buffalo mozerella and wrapped with bacon. I don't like chicken or the bacon he used so I just opened it up and ate the mozerella. Buffalo mozerella is gorgeous, some people have never heard of it, let alone tasted it's beauty. I checked my e-mails and then persuaded Colin to buy Mean Girls the movie on Sky box office. Although he laughed a lot at the film and enjoyed it, he had to be macho and stated he hated it. Yeah right! He doesn't fool me.

On Wednesday I stayed at home when Colin went downtown, there he saw Kevin who was like my best friend in Formby. I love the guy (not litrually). Kevin told Colin he'll call round tonight and Colin said "righty ho" as he always does. Then later on about 5 we went downtown so I could get wrapping paper for Lydia. Another joke present was this 80s band called ABC that we love making fun of, not the actual band, just 2 of their albumns. I wrapped everything up including her Chardonnay that I bought her. Good make too. Kevin rang and he told us when he was coming up. Colin then left to go for a meal with Terry and Susannah. I waited for a bit and Kevin and Steven came, we ordered take away pizza, well, Kevin and I did, Steven had already eaten his dinner. We sat around and talked about music then put on Team America, World Police. It was all made with puppets and really funny. Then at about 11 Colin came home, watched it for a bit too then Kevin and Steven left at half 11. I love those guys. They are great. I went to bed then and went to sleep straight away.

Thursday I got up at 8, got ready and we left the house at 8:45. I got home at about 10. I didn't do much all day but in the evening I went to Shaun's. Had a nice time. The day wasn't wonderfully interesting.

Friday, now this is better. I got home at 8, my mother then took me to Asda as soon as I got home. I decided to cook for Lydia and Anthony so we got the ingredients. I got home then went out to meet Anthony. Anthony and I went to call for Sarah Payton then we went back to my house at about 3, we even saw my mother drive past. After a few Martini and lemonade's later we walked Sarah home at about 5 and went to call for Lydia. Then we all went back to my house, chilled out till about 6 then I went and cooked the meal. We drank Lambrini beforehand and with the meal we drank the Chardonnay that I bought Lyd. Everyone said they liked the meal. Afterwards we finished off the big bottle of Lambrini and had the other bottle. Anthony had some Absinthe. We watched TV then went upstairs and looked up information on Seance's because we were curious. Then we went downstairs and tried it out, we didn't get great feelings from it so we ended it early. We decided we wanted to be scared, so we put on the worst film ever; Mother's step class video from 1998. We all cringed at the sight of the skeleton. Then we just listened to music and went to sleep at about 4 in the morning.

We woke up at half 10 and got up at 11. We just chilled out all day. Anthony's boyfriend Ben who is such a nice guy came around too and we sat around and just had a good time. Shaun got here at about 3 and we were all dressed up, except Shaun and Lyd. Ben had left by this time. Lyd left at about 6ish to go to Mass but she came back later. Then cause I was too stoned to walk because when I move about when I'm stoned I feel well, not brillient. So Shaun and Lydia walked Anthony to the bus stop. When they got back Lydia phoned her mother and her mother came to pick her up. Shaun and I sat there for a while then cleared up and went to bed.

Sunday we woke up at 9 and my mother came in at half 9 so we were inpatiently waiting for her to go to work. We then went downstairs and watched Hollyoaks and we made bacon sandwiches. We just chilled out all day. When it got to the time my mother usually comes home we just went to my room and I played playstation games while Shaun got free ringtones. Later on we went downstairs, talked to mother for a bit then got a taxi to Shaun's house. I was feeling really unwell at this point but I walked down to the Cantonese take away and got 4 spring rolls and 2 chow meins. I ate my 2 spring rolls but couldn't manage my chow mein. I started feeling absolutely awful so I lay down on his bed. After we watched the 100 greatest pop stars we both went to sleep. Cliff Richard was at number one. What is wrong with the population!

Monday I felt really bad, so when we got up and I got my taxi back I told my mother college wasn't open and I sat down hoping I would feel better. It went about 11, then I threw loads of stuff away and I've decided to sell stuff on ebay. Go on ebay and search for flowerpunkgnome and see what I have to sell. Anyway, my mother went out, I carried on selling everything and I made dinner of Chicken Fahita's or however you spell it. Then put more things up for sale. Only 8 in total but with slow internet it took forever. But we're getting broadband soon which is good. I went to bed and watched Michael Moore's Bowling For Coulumbine I think which was good. I then tried to sleep with all the pain.

Today I woke up, felt overwhelming sick still and because my mother knows I've not been well she let me try and sleep. I got up at half 1, watched TV, went downstairs, got a drink and came up to the study and now I'm writing this. Probably going to sleep at Shaun's later. So that was my trip, not overly interesting but anyways.

xXx

Monday, February 14, 2005

The Weekend Ends Here........

Hello, I won't wish you a Happy Valentine's Day because it's just a worldwide money making scheme which I and a few others don't buy into. I told Shaun not to get anything, he was a bit aphrehensive about not doing at first but I said it was ok. It's just a day for the companies, the big cheeses'. A billionaire-dollar/pound money making day.

Well my mother dropped me off at Shaun's on Friday. I cooked my tomato and basil pasta bake, it was really nice if I say so myself, Shaun agreed. He also said I could cook for him again.....I must be doing something right. The weekend was kinda boring because Shaun was a little irritable because he had awful headaches all throughout the weekend so the weekend was just played on GTA3, because it's the easiest one hehe. That relaxes him playing on that. So we didn't do much alltogether but it was nice spending time with him when he was ok. I came back this morning. I would of liked to see Anthony and Lydia though cause I haven't hung out with them properly in ages.

It's Lid Marmy's birthday on Wednesday so Happy Birthday for then Miss Murray. She's reached the ripe old age of 17. Colin is reaching the ancient age of 53 on Sunday!!! Now that's old. No mid-life crisis either huh, well, the worst is to be expected.

Talking of Colin, he rang me up and asked if I wanted to go over, so I'm going over to Formby today until Thursday so then Shaun isn't on his own with my mother on Friday going to Formby. Poor sod. Talking on holiday type things Kate rang me from wherever she's gone telling me she was bored cause no one was online when she went online in a internet cafe or something lol.

Mmm I'm eating Strawberry Vienetta which I didn't know existed till I ended up asking loads of people and my mother bought it. It's really nice. But, it does say "new" on the packet, I was sure I ate it when I was a little nipper. Loads of products put "new" on the label to draw unsuspecting consumers in; but, isn't it false advertising? Pfft..........new after 10 years huh!?

xXx

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Lambrini Girls Just Want To Have Fun

Hey. My week has been uninteresting - as per usual. Friday I went to Shaun's and stayed the weekend. We were meant to meet up with Lid Marmy and Ant on Saturday but Shaun's a lazy bastard lol and he wanted to sleep - so I let him. Same with Sunday.

Came back on Monday morning and went to college. I had Documentation Theory and Film Studies which were both very boring. I saw the councellor as well and we had a talk about some weird shit that was going on with me lol, she gave me a website that wasn't too intersting or helpful. Tuesday I felt ill and my mother never takes this as an excuse so I told her they were having staffing problems and we couldn't go in. This is half true, our Radio is usually boring and uninformative and Movie Trailer is piss easy. Tuesday I got the bus to Whitewell Bottom to see what work Shaun does. While I was there he did rendering and bricking, mmm perving on him. Hehe. We then walked to the bottom of the hill, he bought me some White Malteasers yay. Then his mother came into the shop, she told us if we wanted a lift we should go wait at hers. So we made the less than one minute journey while Shaun ate everything in his mother's kitchen lol, how the hell does he eat so much and stay so slim. Lucky lucky git. Anyway, we got a lift back. Gemma (Shaun's sister) insisted on making pancakes so we let her, they were very nice as well.
Shaun and I went upstairs, later than night we got stoned. Wednesday I got a taxi back and didn't do much all day cause it was my day off. I did watch Trisha though, it was about mother's who can't handle their children. Oh yes, and I went up to Lyd's about half 2 and we had a good talk and a messaround: and, of course, a Balamory karaoke time. Was funny - as it always is.

Today I got up about 1 - I overslept. Didn't sleep the night before. I made myself some tea and toast as you do and I can't remember much more. I had a shower and played Sims 2. Oh, I love that game. I was addicted at one point. Actually, I might play it tonight, not doing anything tomorrow earlish. Anyway, Anthony came round at about 5 or something and we ate hotdogs and watched the Simpsons. We then made a trip to the shop nearby and he bought some wine from the nice lady at Campbells. We then trekked up to Lyd's, drank the bottle of wine at her house and discussed tomorrow. We then went back down to Campbells, got some more wine, drank it then went up to Sarah Payton's. She didn't seem very impressed because we were just having our own random conversation. We then walked Lyd to her house where she is now battling her history essay. Then I walked to the bus stop with Anthony, he even had a piss in the bus stop. I was like oh my god lol. Then he got on the bus, I walked up the big horrible hill up to my house, seeing Bennyjamin and Emma Holt on the way. I came in and collapsed on the couch, then my mother said something I didn't want to hear "I might not be going tomorrow". Grrr!

The reason I'm annoyed is cause I was just having Ant, Lyd and Shaun round, and I was cooking Tomato and Basil Pasta Bake with Strawberry Vienetta for after w/ bottles of wine of course. My mother was going away to Colin's for the weekend and she said they could come round. Then she told me today when I came back that Colin has a cold so she might not go. Grr......big deal he has a cold, doesn't mean you can't go. I was looking forward to having the house to myself - she never goes out, she has no friends to go out with and she works from home. Well next week Shaun and I are meant to go to Colin's cause he invited us over with my mother for his birthday which is on the Sunday. Shaun said yes but I'm wondering why Colin wants Shaun round. Everyone seems to like Shaun, it's unnerving, but good. Oh well. I won't try and work it out.

xXx

p.s. Just heard - my mother just said she's not going to Colin's this weekend so I'm stayed at Shaun's for the weekend and my mother has invited him over for Sunday dinner - which is chicken fahita's or however you spell them. Eek. I'm all pissed off now, all Shaun does at the weekend is sleep - I get so bored :(

Thursday, February 03, 2005

Armless Midget Sex

OK well my day hasn't been overly interesting but I'll write about it anyway.

I woke up at quarter past 6 and waited for an hour for the alarm to go off. I then had Weatabix and toast because I was extra hungry with a nice cup of tea. Mmmmm.......... Anyway, I got ready, did what I had to do, then I went downstairs to ask my mother to part my hair for me. Now, here's where it gets strange. She started to fake cry with no real tears crying out that her white bowl needed it's other half which Kate had and wouldn't give back unless I gave her a game that I can't find. Anyway, I said to my mother, "it's a bowl dear, it doesn't have a other half". She then started pretending to cry loudly and say "but it's so lonely, my poor white bowl, they were a pair, not meant to be on their own" being so melodramatic amused me for a while. Then she parted my hair and I shouted freak at her :) how interesting.

Anyway, I waited for Ben till 10 to 9 in the morning, turns out he set off at 9-9:10am, people get later everyday. Anyway I walked across town where I passed Steven Leonard, ooo the memories and when I got to college I sat down at a computer. I listened to some music and then Ben came in 20 past 9 or something. I played this game called Mah-Jongg on http://www.candystand.com where I played bowling with Lyd. Oh yeah, I won! Then Ben started to play the game and Jono frantically hit the mouse hoping to get somewhere then complaining the game doesn't work. He didn't quite understand you could only select the tiles on the edges and which are not in the middle of anything. Anyway, just before break Jono decided he wanted to make a porn movie with my video camera which I brought in purely to find a way to connect it to a computer; I was going to ask the technician. Anyway, anyone who knows me can see the mini-porn video, it's funny. Lets just say, it involves two fingers on his left hand and one very happy finger on his right.

Then break went and after break I even actually started doing some work, but only when my teacher made his way round to tell me what to do. So I did a mini-essay on Digital and Non-Digital Media, it was pretty easy, got it gone quick enough. I then played games again until lunch. At lunch I went downtown, had a pasty that wasn't too hot and wasn't too cold, mmm I love those perfectly cooked pastys. And I bought Ben and I a milkybar egg with strawberry shake flavour filling. It wasn't that bad actually. I really fancied popping candy at that point.

When we got back to college I was then instructed to view lots of Band sites. I didn't know why but I did anyway, trying to help Jono find out who is supporting System Of A Down in Manchester in June. I didn't find anything, apparently it's not confirmed till later on. I then checked out a couple more band sites, the band The Bastards site was actually a porn site, so I got off that quick. Anyway, he then came round and I was asking him why I was looking at them. He said I should get ideas down. So I wrote the Similarities the different sites had, what worked well for the site and then my menu contents. I then just played games till 10 past 4 and walked home. I walked past the bus stop where Tom Power drummed on the bus stop shelter screen and then waved at me manically. Hehe, twas funny. I waved back. Standing next to Tom Power was Adam Southgate evil eyeing me and Nick Byrne sitting down, also probably evil eyeing me, I didn't bother to look. Anyway, I got really bad muscle cramp, my mother said it was cause I had been sat down for 3 hours at a time. It was really painful, I was walking like a drunkard.

I got home, collapsed on the sofa and let everything my mother say to me go over my head. I then put pizza in the oven. Mother was shouting at how there were other things from pizza. I told her to name some. She pointed out some microwave macoroni which I told her was foul and I only ate the last one so you'd stop having a go about it being there and you won't buy anymore. She pointed out this microwave sweet and sour thing which was ultra disgusting and someone else actually ate it the last time. She suggested hotdogs, pasta and noodles; there were none of any. HA! I told her so! Anyway we then had an arguement about her cheap, nasty Christmas presents that I got and the nice ones Colin got. She then went to the gym, I watched a weird program called 'Barking' and 'Noah & Saskia'. It was strange............strangely boring. I came upstairs and decided to have a go at this Web Design project thingy. So I sorted out the template, so all the hyperlinks work. One problem, no contents. Anyway, here's the template http://www.geocities.com/mydogsaidhi/Band
I showed Shaun the template and he kept going on about how every site should have Armless Midget Sex and how it should be the law. I was just like ooook then : So now I'm just talking to Lyd in American speak about when she fancied Quentin (she didn't really).

xXx

p.s. Check out Lydia's guestbook entry to her favourite band http://www.cherrypie.org/guestbook

Wednesday, February 02, 2005

Shoot That Poison Arrow

Hey, my day yesterday wasn't too boring for me anyways so for my own pure wanting to write I will tell you all.

Well yesterday I went to college not being ill, or overly tired. Mother however wouldn't give me lunch money because she gave me £4 which she owed me because I paid the bin cleaner guy Ia while back. I said I'm not paying for my lunch with money you owe me, so she gave me £2. First lesson was Radio Station. We watched the TV Version of "Knowing Me, Knowing You with Alan Partridge", it's not really my kind of humour though. Then we had to listen to radio one and after 10 minutes everyone was falling asleep. Anyway Darren the teacher as it were switched it off and we had to write a mini-essay about something I can't remember at all. Then he changed part of the lesson to Documention Theory which was meant to take place yesterday but the trip was on. We watched this reality TV show from 1974 called "The Family", it was boring but was just funny towards the end. This 19 year old was going on about getting married cause she had known her partner for 3 years, but at 19, woah, you need to enjoy yourself. Then it was lunch and I went downtown with Jono, Kris, Simon and Ben, it was highly amusing apart from they were all saying poor Shaun was a corpse and dead. Anyway, I took some pictures as I went along; you can find them at www.geocities.com/mydogsaidhi/Lunch Afternoon lesson was Movie Trailer. The guy didn't come round for a bit and I hadn't a clue what I was doing so I just messed around on the internet and listened to music. Then he came round, finally told me what I was doing, then we tried transferring these clips, oh my god, it took like half an hour for each so he just brought the video camera over and I selected the clips I wanted from there. I need to think up a structure, I need to watch the film Leon again because that's what the trailer is about and I can hardly remember the film to think up a structure. Anyway, towards the end I was having a go at this movie trailer sorting out and editing clips and the teacher guy comes over. He asks what I'm listening to and I say Nine Inch Nails, he then perks up and says "Do you like the Libertines!?" and I was sort of like "Err....no". Hehe, no way. Since when has Nine Inch Nails and the Libertines been similar music :

Anyway, I set off from college at quarter past 4, on my way out of college about to light a cigarette I really shouldn't be having. I saw Tom Power and Adam Southgate. Adam eviled me lol, wonder why. Anyway I called Tom over and we talked for a bit and Adam was stood there on his own. Then I said goodbye to Tom and nodded at Adam. I then came across someone I'm sure I recognised. Then I stopped him realising it was Andy Allen and I went to Manchester with him once. He went to the Green Day gig as well, so I asked him how was it for him, he said good and that he had the pictures. I really wanted to see them but he said he couldn't be bothered getting them out. Charming! Anyway, I walked through town where a group of townies followed me. I stopped and talked to my work experience mentor persony thingy who's mother is my Aunty Maggy and Uncle Tony's and Aunty Mildred's (Uncle Tony's mother's) cleaner. We talked for a bit. Then I hurried on before the townies gained on me. I got home fell on the sofa and was bored to death about how mother is going to be wonder woman and quit her job because they are taking the piss. I did tell her, I did. I told her she needs to let go of the job even if she does enjoy it, it doesn't pay the mortgage. I made some toast and had a cup of tea. I then went on the net about 4, talked to Lyd for a bit. Half 7 I went and ate some leeks then walked down to meet Shaun. We went back to his where he ate a Galaxy chocolate spread sandwich, a bowl of pasta and a massive pizza. How can he eat all that and still be so slim! Grr. Anyway, during Shameless he rolled two joints and I happily got stoned yay. I waited for days for that. We were then watching this documentry about sex on Channel 4, because my short term memory had totally gone I didn't understand what the programme was about most of the time and I kept getting confused because I had a non existent short term memory. Finally I gave up, switched it off and Shaun and I went to sleep.

We woke up this morning, called a taxi and I had a nice little discussion with the taxi driver about how I didn't mind Asians until I came to Rossendale and most Asians round here are actually racist to the white people. We can't be racist, they don't exactly have a right. Then I got out the taxi, got in, talked to Mother, ewwwwwww, she really does bore me. I went upstairs, slept for 4 hours then read a Bizarre magazine Shaun had, the back catalogues, I went downstairs watched Grange Hill, OH YEAH GO TOGGER!! Hehe. Now I've just e-mailed Lyd, about to send photos of Ben to Jono which he wanted and I'm writing this. OK, maybe it wasn't so overly interesting to you lol.

xXx