Well New Year's Eve was funny. Lyd came over and then we went downtown to get some alcohol, they ran out of Sambooka :( we got Martini, Beer, Bailey's and some other stuff I can't remember. Man, I have a bad memory. We got back to mine, drank, smoked and sang karaoke, as you do lol. We recorded loads of shit on video camera. Anthony came about 10 and we were like woo. He was already slightly drunk after drinking half a bottle of champagne. When Anthony came the house got truely trashed. For 3 people, we made one hell of a fucking mess. We ended up singing Queen and Abba karaoke (from videos from Colin and my mother). When it got to about 5 to midnight we set up the camera and just messed about then when it got to midnight we set off all the party poppers and drank our bubbly. We then paraded outside still with the camera and sang at the top of our voices. Anthony split my bubbly : pfft! Anyway, we went on a little walk. We went up to Alder Grange and walked about and broke into the quad. We then decided in our drunkness to be "rebels" huh, yea and smoke in school. I don't think it counts now. We then went about for a bit then went to the cemetary. I walked round cause my skirt was too short to be climbing over walls in. So I walked up and saw Lyd and Anthony running at me saying they saw and heard something and I was like ok. I joined in with the whole drunk group paranoia thing even though I had no idea what was going on. We walked up and then I saw someone in the distance and said happy new year as we went past them then we had the idea to go back and talk to them. We recorded meeting them, his name was Shaun Taylor. We talked to him for a bit then Anthony gestured me over cause he wanted to tell me something. I lent over and he whispered that we should take Shaun back with us. So I asked him and then we all went off to my house. See, how dangerous, we pick up goths in cemetarys and take them home in our drunkeness. Ant and Lyd got over the wall and Shaun helped me up and bloody groped my ass : I was like hmm.......I'm sure that was a mistake. He later informed me, well he informed me yesterday that it wasn't a mistake. We walked up to mine and we watched our footage and poor Shaun was all ill after drinking too much black vodka and absinthe. Lol. Anyway I tried to go to sleep except people kept coming in and waking me up. So I gave up. The doorbell rang and Lyd and Ant ran up and shouted "someone's at the door". So I dragged myself downstairs and opened the door to.........Ben. They could of opened to door themselves lol. Anyway, Ben came in all happy and I decided to go and talk to Shaun upstairs. So then we went downstairs and chilled out. Ben kept asking an annoying question and Lyd kept playing messenger which was even more annoying. To get away from it all I smoked at the back door and Shaun came along and did the same thing and we talked at the back door with cries of "Sara, where the fuck are you" from Lid Marmy dearest :P. Then I sat on the couch and fucking Shaun jumped on me and started kissing me I was like woah :. Anyway, we all went to watch a movie in my bedroom which now has 2 TVs cause that's essential in any room isn't it? That night Shaun slept in the same bed as me, Ben went home cause he was really upset about something, but he forgot the video I gave him! Lyd and Ant slept on the spare bed. At about 3 or 4 in the afternoon Shaun and I gave Anthony money for a taxi cause we didn't want him walking and Lyd rang her house and got a lift. Shaun and I spent to day doing fuck all really. He did make some bacon sandwiches at about 10 though and then we went to bed about 11. I'm not a slut just hmm...........well, I'm not lol :P

The next day I went to sleep at Shaun's and we watched movies. We went to get some food on the 3rd cause there was nothing, we went to the Co-Op and saw his mother which was embarrassing. As we were walking back this girl came up to me and asked my name I said "Sara" and she asked my second name and I said "why" and she went on about me calling her a slag. I told her I didn't fucking know who she was then we carried on walking and then she swung me round and punched me in the eye, it didn't hurt at all and I just stood there like a robot. You can never show weakness cause then they think they've won. Anyway, Shaun grabbed her round the waste and threw her, and I mean, threw her into the road. All her little scallie shitty friends tried to come after him but they're just tossers and were scared. Anyway, I went into the nearest shop and the man inside the shop went out to check the little bitches had fucked right off. Anyway, we stayed in the shop until Shaun's mother arrived and we got a lift back to his. His mother went and I went inside, I was still pretty fucking shocked. Anyway, Shuan made something to eat and gave me these painkillers which made my pain vanish and for me to act like I was drunk. Twas funny more than anything. Anyway, I ate this thing he made, he's a very good cook and we went upstairs and chilled out and watched movies. Kate rang up and I couldn't fucking understand why she bothered ringing or texting me. She said she broke friends with me so why doesn't she just go? I got a lift back in the morning with his sister Gemma (who actually worked at Tufties before she moved salons, small world) and then in the evening went back again and slept over again lol. Today has been the only day spent apart since New Year's Eve, which is kinda weird but in a cool way. I kinda gave up eating, not on purpose, but accident. Well, I've been eating less and less, everytime Shaun cooks a meal I end up eating half and maybe finishing it off later. It's kinda weird. Oh yeah, about Shaun. He's like 6ft 3 or 4 or something, he's got black hair which was a mullet until a cut a bit off the back lol, he has a pierced eyebrow, lip, tongue and nipple and he's getting the other nipple done and maybe the tip of his tongue, taken from Itchi the Killer. He has a piercing at the top of his left shoulder meaning freedom or something and lyrics on either forearm. He's really strong and really sweet. And he's 23, everyone seems to be worried about that but so far it's ok. But I thought about it in a sick way, when I was 10 he was 16, now that's wrong. But it's easier when you're about my age.

Anyway, today I finally read this e-mail Kate was going on about. It went on about how we shouldn't be friends, Shaun read it and said it sounded like someone was going through a divorce. Then he started talking to his dad while I was playing Solitaire. The e-mail just said stuff like she wasn't going to judge me but this and that blah blah fucking blah. She obviously is fucking judging me inside, the only difference is when I fucking judge people I say it and don't hide it and fuck people off. Anyway, it ended with like don't hate me or something and a fucking x at the end which was totally fucking unbelievable, you don't x people after saying that. It doesn't piss me off, just the pure nature of it and the way it was writ. It needed a structure, it needed to be spell checked and proof read and the grammar needed to be sorted. Yeah, I will pick at things lol. I then played Simon the Sorcerer 2 for a bit then went online and talked to Shaun and Miss Sara. Tomorrow if I'm better Shaun and I are planning to watch my movies that came yesterday (Itchi the Killer and the Asian version of The Grudge, thanks to Wayne), eat Chinese and get drunk. Sounds like a good plan, get all shit off my mind. Anyway, I might stay the weekend. Fuck knows what we'll do. Well yeah, there are my few days.

xXx

And for good fucking measure. There's shit that means fuck all to anyone, then there's Martin Peel. Cause no one gives a flying fuck about him. He's nothing. He's nobody.