Hair Today, Gone Tomorrow.........
That's my cheesy pun for the fact I went to the hairdressers today. It was my day off college, Wednesday, my mother booked a hair appointment for 10 o clock!!! I had to get up at 8:00 so I had time to wash and dry my hair. It's very annoying. I dragged myself to the hairdressers very tired. A girl I went to school with called Katie Tatterstall did my hair, apparently I was a model. I was falling asleep in the chair I was sooo tired. I just had my hair cut, my fringe cut shorter and my hair dyed an odd colour of blonde which I don't really like.
Anyway, I ended up having my mother come into Tufties (the hair salon) because I was meant to meet her at the shoe shop at 2 and it got to quarter past and they weren't done. My mother and I walked to the shoe shop, she made me try on these hidious (spelt wrong) boots with a small heel that I hated and lied and told her they were too tight. Ewww like I was going to wear them. Then I went to Rays or & Chips as I call it now and got a chip butty, my mother even paid, I was like Woah! what's with all the generosity.
We took a trip to Asda, bought random boring stuff, I lied and said I ran out of numerous things so now I have about 4 of them, far too many.
Then, my mother said we were taking a ride, to my grandmothers. Now this is an awful experience and really does not make me feel any better. Now this woman is going senile, she can't remember my name, can't remember I'm not fluant in Polish and talks to me all odd. My mother told me to talk to her as a child because she has a few screws loose. She can't live in that big house on her own now, walking up and down cellar stairs. She even uses a stone hot water bottle which is unbelievable and she'll have an accident if she keeps moving that up and down the stairs. She should move into a warden controlled flat thing, she's too able to live in a care home.
Anyway I came home, watched The Simpsons and Hollyoaks then went on the net. Then watched Corrie, then The Bill then went on the net for an hour getting ringtones for my mother. Then at 10 I watched Corrie again and now I'm typing this.
I broke up with Martin today and now he's being mean. He said he pities the next person I go out with and he said this:
[22:04:46] Let's all ke: i cnt believe u broke up wiv me!!! wiv me. ure depression wil still be there, it wnt go away. its sumut u need 2 sort out properly. dnt fink we shud be mates coz u'll still be depressed n we'll only fall out. sorry.
Then he had the cheek the text me that I'd have to "cheer up" if we wanted to be mates. Yea Martin you try living like this, see how you like it. How hard it is, and comments like that don't help anyone. Try to understand insted of being a dickhead. Well, who needs friends like that, who say things like that, not anyone. My friends all give me support and help me as much as possible, they don't guilt trip me and certainly don't be mean. You trying being on the edge, feeling like you want to just end it at any moment!!!! People like you disgust me, how can you be so horrible, I would stick by my friends, you just want perfect friends well SCREW YOU. Nick and I have remained friends and he listens to be and gives advice and I do the same back, he's not run off and said "Oh we can't be friends till you cheer up". No, he supports me as do my other friends who give one. I pity anyone who is shallow enough to be like that!
Sara xXx
p.s. I'd like to thank the friends that are there for me like: Kate, Oliver, Jono, Ben, Nick, Miss Sara, Dan, Anthony and Lydia. You guys are really cool and I know you won't just bugger off when I'm upset. You're all special people.
Anyway, I ended up having my mother come into Tufties (the hair salon) because I was meant to meet her at the shoe shop at 2 and it got to quarter past and they weren't done. My mother and I walked to the shoe shop, she made me try on these hidious (spelt wrong) boots with a small heel that I hated and lied and told her they were too tight. Ewww like I was going to wear them. Then I went to Rays or & Chips as I call it now and got a chip butty, my mother even paid, I was like Woah! what's with all the generosity.
We took a trip to Asda, bought random boring stuff, I lied and said I ran out of numerous things so now I have about 4 of them, far too many.
Then, my mother said we were taking a ride, to my grandmothers. Now this is an awful experience and really does not make me feel any better. Now this woman is going senile, she can't remember my name, can't remember I'm not fluant in Polish and talks to me all odd. My mother told me to talk to her as a child because she has a few screws loose. She can't live in that big house on her own now, walking up and down cellar stairs. She even uses a stone hot water bottle which is unbelievable and she'll have an accident if she keeps moving that up and down the stairs. She should move into a warden controlled flat thing, she's too able to live in a care home.
Anyway I came home, watched The Simpsons and Hollyoaks then went on the net. Then watched Corrie, then The Bill then went on the net for an hour getting ringtones for my mother. Then at 10 I watched Corrie again and now I'm typing this.
I broke up with Martin today and now he's being mean. He said he pities the next person I go out with and he said this:
[22:04:46] Let's all ke: i cnt believe u broke up wiv me!!! wiv me. ure depression wil still be there, it wnt go away. its sumut u need 2 sort out properly. dnt fink we shud be mates coz u'll still be depressed n we'll only fall out. sorry.
Then he had the cheek the text me that I'd have to "cheer up" if we wanted to be mates. Yea Martin you try living like this, see how you like it. How hard it is, and comments like that don't help anyone. Try to understand insted of being a dickhead. Well, who needs friends like that, who say things like that, not anyone. My friends all give me support and help me as much as possible, they don't guilt trip me and certainly don't be mean. You trying being on the edge, feeling like you want to just end it at any moment!!!! People like you disgust me, how can you be so horrible, I would stick by my friends, you just want perfect friends well SCREW YOU. Nick and I have remained friends and he listens to be and gives advice and I do the same back, he's not run off and said "Oh we can't be friends till you cheer up". No, he supports me as do my other friends who give one. I pity anyone who is shallow enough to be like that!
Sara xXx
p.s. I'd like to thank the friends that are there for me like: Kate, Oliver, Jono, Ben, Nick, Miss Sara, Dan, Anthony and Lydia. You guys are really cool and I know you won't just bugger off when I'm upset. You're all special people.
posted by Sara at 7:22 am
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