Sunday..........Day of Supposed Rest
Well last night was in my opinion a disaster!! Martin, Kate and I went out, we were meant to be going to the cinema but we wouldn't make the last bus so we ended up going to Burnley and to McDonalds. Then we walked around the new Tescos for god knows how long putting random things into the trolley. But Martin was being his usual insulting self so I was doing my jokey walking off things (I know how much it annoys people, but it's funny to me). Then Martin stormed off. In Tesco's Kate and I stalked these two cute guys hoping they'd lead us to their other two cute friends, they went to the checkout. Pfft. We were disappointed. Well yea Martin came back up again then stormed off again cause I am apparently 80% annoying. Oh well yet he still likes me, pfft sure. OK, so the last time he stormed off he didn't just go down the escaltor, no, he went to the bus station. He rang Kate and said I had to apologise so I did and he was still moody. He kept stopping Kate to tell her how much I was annoying him.
Anyway, we got back to Rawtenstall and everyone was talking fine me thinks and then everyone took everyone else off to talk to them. It's ultra annoying. Then we went to Asda and went back to Rawtenstall bus station. He bought me this bottle of coke and then he asked if he could have some and in a jokey way I said "You bought it for me, you have to ask" and he took that completely the wrong way flung the bottle out my hands and I started crying cause it reminded me of my mother and I got really upset and Kate was hugging me and well, I didn't want to speak to him. Kate and I walked a bit home then we got lazy and got a taxi.
When we got back to mine after getting frost bite Martin decided to spend £12 on a taxi up to mine to apologise and explain himself or something and he did. But, I don't know, I was terrified, I wouldn't have seen him unless Kate was with me. Now I'm just scared. I'd be scared everytime he stressed and that's not the basis for anything, especially not a friendship and so I'll just see how it goes.
He rang up this morning about the fact we were meant to go ride the buses and I was hmm I donno. Then he rang up, and I said I couldn't be bothered walking down to town and he said something along the lines of "so I'm not even worth getting ready for". DID I SAY THAT!!! NO I DIDN'T! Grrrr. OK, so he rang back, apparently one of my friends said he tried to guilt trip me and said things like "I bought a rose and everything". Yeah ok you did, but that can't change me being scared, it isn't my fault, I don't want to be. But for now, I'm not sure what to do.
I apologise to anyone who's reading this who finds this offensive, I am sorry, please don't have a go at me, it's how I feel right at this moment in time. I have made the right choice now, and my friends have helped me, they can always see the picture from the outside and seem to know what's best for me.
I just want to thank my lovely friends who put up with me, all my little things that I do and they accept, cause it's me. They are so special to me, and I thank them all, I love them so much and I want them to know, I'll always be there for them, in the worst circumstances and the best. We will always have our memories and I hope we'll always be friends.
Sara
xXx
Anyway, we got back to Rawtenstall and everyone was talking fine me thinks and then everyone took everyone else off to talk to them. It's ultra annoying. Then we went to Asda and went back to Rawtenstall bus station. He bought me this bottle of coke and then he asked if he could have some and in a jokey way I said "You bought it for me, you have to ask" and he took that completely the wrong way flung the bottle out my hands and I started crying cause it reminded me of my mother and I got really upset and Kate was hugging me and well, I didn't want to speak to him. Kate and I walked a bit home then we got lazy and got a taxi.
When we got back to mine after getting frost bite Martin decided to spend £12 on a taxi up to mine to apologise and explain himself or something and he did. But, I don't know, I was terrified, I wouldn't have seen him unless Kate was with me. Now I'm just scared. I'd be scared everytime he stressed and that's not the basis for anything, especially not a friendship and so I'll just see how it goes.
He rang up this morning about the fact we were meant to go ride the buses and I was hmm I donno. Then he rang up, and I said I couldn't be bothered walking down to town and he said something along the lines of "so I'm not even worth getting ready for". DID I SAY THAT!!! NO I DIDN'T! Grrrr. OK, so he rang back, apparently one of my friends said he tried to guilt trip me and said things like "I bought a rose and everything". Yeah ok you did, but that can't change me being scared, it isn't my fault, I don't want to be. But for now, I'm not sure what to do.
I apologise to anyone who's reading this who finds this offensive, I am sorry, please don't have a go at me, it's how I feel right at this moment in time. I have made the right choice now, and my friends have helped me, they can always see the picture from the outside and seem to know what's best for me.
I just want to thank my lovely friends who put up with me, all my little things that I do and they accept, cause it's me. They are so special to me, and I thank them all, I love them so much and I want them to know, I'll always be there for them, in the worst circumstances and the best. We will always have our memories and I hope we'll always be friends.
Sara
xXx
posted by Sara at 10:11 pm
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